dream
12:00 a.m.<>2002-03-28

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i had a dream last night. it involved marianne, a girl i dated briefly in high school. i hadn't thought of her for years, and i have no idea why she chose to make an appearance in my slumber. if anyone's into analyzing dreams, feel free to take a crack at this one.

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i'm in an underground grotto. cut into the rough cave wall in front of me is a niche containing a little shrine with candles, flowers, a white statue carved out of some white stone. i don't know who the figure represents, but i kneel in supplication on the cold stone floor. the walls of the grotto are lit with hundreds of flickering candles. i bow my head, prostrating myself.

when i raise my head, i see two ghostly female figures standing before me, robed in white. i can't make out the features of one of them, but the other is marianne. i'm surprised to see her, and i tell her so. she looks exactly like she did the last time i saw her, when i was a senior in high school and she a sophomore. her long brown hair is unbound, falling loosely about her shoulders. her face, with its light spray of freckles across the bridge of her nose, betrays no emotion as she looks down at me. she's not wearing anything underneath that shapeless white gown. i don't know how i know this. my eyes fill with tears.

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night. we're flying down a highway in a powder blue 1950's cadillac convertible. the top is down, and the air is cool but comfortable. we're the only car on the road. jodie sits in the passenger seat, talking with the driver, an anonymous male figure wearing a chauffeur's livery. i'm in the back with my friend josh. marianne sits between us, her white robes gone. in their place is a white tank top and a denim miniskirt. her small feet are bare. streetlamps rush past us in a blur.

marianne is tremendously aroused. her face, normally so pale, is flushed with desire. she squirms against the vinyl seat. her hands dart restlessly over her body. josh and i put our hands on her shoulders to calm her, but our touch only serves to inflame her further. her squirming becomes more animated, she begins to pant. her hands paw at her breasts, her thighs. her nipples are visible beneath the thin top. when josh and i begin to stroke her breasts, marianne grows frantic. placing her feet against the back of the seats in front of her, she arcs her body completely off the seat she's sitting on. her weight is supported only by her shoulders and the soles of her feet. her eyes are squeezed shut and her hands flail against josh and me. she is tense and quivering, drawn back like a bow. she aches for someone to touch her.

josh gets jodie's attention, asks her to touch marianne. jodie turns in her seat, gently lifts marianne's feet and slide's the other girl's body forward. josh and i place our hands under marianne's shoulders to keep her elevated. her legs are splayed, her feet rest against the dashboard. the miniskirt has ridden up along her smooth thighs, revealing a pair of cotton panties of exactly the same shade of light blue as the car. with a tender expression on her face, jodie places her hand between marianne's legs and begins to rub the girl through her blue cotton panties. the touch affects marianne like an electric current, making her shriek. her hair, caught in the car's slipstream, whips against my face. she arches her back even further, letting her head fall back. josh and i are straining to keep her writhing body aloft. as jodie continues touching her, marianne begins to wail.

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we're in an apartment. i don't know whose apartment it is, but it's spacious and well-decorated. light from the streetlamp outside gleams along the hardwood floor.

jodie, josh, and i carry marianne to the sofa. the chauffeur is gone. feeling a growing sense of urgency, we strip marianne's clothes from her body and touch her all over. her skin is smooth and very warm to the touch, as if she had a fever. she is moaning uncontrollably, her face contorted with lust. i cup her breast with my hand, feel the erect nipple scrape against my palm. silently, jodie and josh move to either side of the sofa and take hold of marianne's arms. i don't know if i get fully undressed or not, but soon i'm standing between her thighs, ready to enter her. inarticulate grunting sounds emanate from deep within her throat.

desire to match marianne's rises in my belly. i sink into her body, a great heat suffusing my chest, my neck, my face. josh and jodie hold down marianne, who shakes and moans as i plunge into her over and over again.

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i awoke with a start, breaking the surface of sleep like a diver coming up for air. my breath came in short gasps. i was hard, hard, a hair's breadth from orgasm. my body was bathed from head to toe in a sheen of sweat.

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